Vday dinner pics up..koped from liz's blog. Click the 'glamour girl' link.
Most of my entries are herenow..im not really moving as yet..perhaps I'll just link the page here in awhile. In the mean time continue to tag here..or you can reply directly to my entries. Ta.
You always want what you cant have.
God works in the most amazing and unexpected ways.
Los-ser
Bel Siok and I went to eat a well deserved dinner at marche after staying in school for awhile to do hw [we're so incredbily guai rite? u ought to b proud of us...]. Rocked. We were craving for rosti since 4pm but when we got there we saw that we had to spend a min of 10 bucks per head cause its hari raya wkend..when its only hari raya TOMORROW! We only wanted a rosti each...and so we were feeling sad and deprived but we decided to go up to crepes and cream cept tt we forgot that the crepes and cream at heeren had closed down. =( Then we walked around trying to decide whether to go to marche or not..but obv we did in the end. Temptation is hard to resist..you must understand.
Bel and Siok were damn retarded. We bought two plates of crepes so they started on one and I started on the other. Then when they finished theirs they moved on to mine but they left half the icecream from theirs there cuz it tastes weird. Then Siok kept being a brat and whining "eat the chocolate biiitttsss..eat the chocolate bits!"[of the weird tasting icecream in the other plate] to bel but she was too preoccupied with the vanilla icecream on the other plate and just told her absent-mindedly to shut up and shut up again! Then siok jus stared at her and pouted. LOL.
Then cause siok dripped some icecream on the table so bel called her a los-ser and then bel herself dripped some so siok and i laughed at her. And it wasnt like..ONE drop it was like..MANY HUGE drops. Stupid los-ser. Then I dunno why we were talking about laughing with our mouths closed but bel said "but you can try to control ur laughter...like HMMM-HMMM-HMM" [with her mouth closed and making this stupid weird chuckle] and it wasnt even funny but i burst out laughing and this mist of icecream shot out of my mouth [hides face]. Obviously both of them had the laugh of their lives...at my expense i might add! And so now they're ganging up on me, bullying me and calling me a los-ser. Freaks. >.<
Don't Cry Out Loud
Baby cried the day the circus came to town,
'Cause she didn't want parades just passing by her.
So she painted on a smile and took up with some clown,
While she danced without a net upon the wire.
I know a lot about her, 'cause you see,
Baby, is an awful lot like me.
Don't cry out loud,
Just keep it inside,
And learn how to hide your feelings.
Fly high and proud.
And if you should fall,
Remember you almost had it all.
Baby saw that when they pulled that Big Top down,
Left behind her dreams among the litter.
A different kind of love she thought she'd found
There was nothing left but sawdust and some glitter.
Baby can't be broken, 'cause you see
She had the finest teacher,
And that was me.
I told her
Don't cry out loud,
Just keep it inside,
And learn how to hide your feelings.
Fly high and proud.
And if you should fall,
Remember you almost had it all.
Don't cry out loud,
Just keep it inside,
And learn how to hide your feelings.
Fly high and proud.
And if you should fall,
Remember you almost had it all.
im sorry.
Am I not pretty enough
Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much
Am I too outspoken
Don't I make you laugh
Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me
I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break
I crave, I love, I've waited long enough
I try as hard as I can
I laugh, I feel, I make believe it's real
I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees
I hope, I stand, I take it like a man
I try as hard as I can
its just too damn bad isnt it?
sometimes
sometimes you wonder why time passes so fast
sometimes you wonder if you can catch time
keep it clasped within your hands for a moment
sometimes you wonder why sand slips through your fingers
sometimes you wonder if time is like sand
sometimes you want to believe that things will never change
sometimes you need to know that people will stand by you
sometimes its like you're standing still
but the world is rushing and spinning
and time is passing you by
I blogged abt camp and my mini 'holiday' to sentosa ok! Im finally starting to blog again..a lil bit anw.Except its not showing on my own page but can you guys read it?
FINE. I shall take requests and blog about my new handphone. And precisely because you asked me to blog about it you guys might just regret it. Lol..those of you who have already heard endlessly about my beautiful handphone mayb you wanna skip this paragraph. Anw I got the sony ericsson t630. It's white. It's slightly shimmery. It has a camera. It's classy. And its prettier than me. lol. Anw..I was so lucky cause my dad din wanna get this phone for me..cause my old phone was spoilt. But miraculously it started working when the guy in the shop checked it and stuff. Then my dad glared at me with this suspicious look because well..I told him it wasnt working! Which it wasnt! Anw..my point is I have a white shimmery classy handphone with a camera that is prettier than me!
I'm happy with my life at the moment. Most aspects of my life are in good shape...just a lil bit more.
I'm bored. I dun feel like bloggin anymore. I'm actually only here because I'm testing out the networking and it looks like its working out perfectly well.
ok..this is the first entry in like..a month. im so proud of myself. Lots of stuff happened over the last month. I'm jus gonna update on the bigger events.
Watched taxi [u hafta catch it its damn funny and oh-so-hot] and ladder 49 [this is such a tear jerker, but as usual hard-hearted me jus cldnt shed a tear] and incredibles [this is so cute ull jus die in the theatre from over-aww-ing]. Bel siok n i were so late for the movei larh. the movie started at 715 but we only bought tickets at 730. But we were desperate n extremely lucky. the movie was jus abt to begin when we rushed in2 the theatre. I love jackjack..he's so adorable larh. n dash is the lil cutie..i loved the part when he's mom was the boat n he was the motor by kicking his legs in the water. I think the The 3 of us laughed until we almost cried.
Bel n Siok slept over at my place a few wks b4. It was like a movie marathon the whole time larh. We watched movie after movie and they were all stupid. First we watched 13 going on 30
which was kinda amusing but the plot was STUPID. I mean..how fairytale n cliche can you get. But jennifer garner is a really good actress. Later we watched How to lose a guy in 10 days which was really funny but i got so annoyed because kate hudson kept acting so irritating. Then we watched cold mountain which is actually a beautiful romantic movie but we were all so zonked by then that we cldnt get anything they were saying and we nearly fell asleep cuz we were sprawled on my bed. Wait..actually i fell asleep 3 times cause it was 2+am already. Oh and we were so zonked also because we went swimming after dinner. The water was so cold at first but it looks so nice n blue in the night with the lights shining inside the water. We played monkey with doremi [my siblings if u still dunno] in the water and my group [bel me and rachel] kept winning. smirks. After cold mountain then we just offed all the lights n lay down to talk. But seeing as we were all so zonked we only managed 2 talk abit b4 the zzz overtook our senses.
Next day we met with dick and adrian to watch taxi...and then dick and darren were supposed to come play basketball at my house. BUT NO...darren overslept and din come in the end. Stupid guy. And he dared to scold dick the day b4 for not coming some more. lol.
Last wk had netball camp. It was cool and my group won 1st for scavenger hunt with 98 points cause we had all the people with multiple moles that have hair. And so every mole with hair is an additional 5 bonus points. lol. den we got 2nd for amazing race, last for charades, 1st for cooking competition and 1st for hair-tying. lol. No wonder we won first overall. smirks. Amanda was damn stone as usual larh..but she livened up alot already this yr. And gillian was damn crappy. we talked alot of bullshit as usual.
I'll continue with my entry next time. I gotta go meet my dad for lunch so that I can get my new hp...
Ok I'm gonna continue my entry, but i dun feel like talking about camp anymore.
Went to sentosa with my family over the weekend. It was cool larh..my family bonded n stuff but it rained on the first day. The only thing interesting was the skytower..this new attraction that you sit in and den it rotates 2 give u a gd view of sg n sentosa n the islands arnd it. I was SOOO bored. AND..im so appalled at shangri la's housekeeping. There was a, get this, COCKROACH in the hotel room. I mean its shangri la rasa sentosa. A 5 star hotel..I really expected better...-shakes head-. Im so disappointed.
Anw..siok r u proud of me? I'm finally blogging. Tired of this entry already..
Shark Tale w RGS 312
ok..im bloggin by special request of tan si en...u can decide if u wanna thank her or slaughter her
I'm not gonna blog about sec1 netball carn. Suffice to say its not significant enough to be worth mentioning cept that some of them are so cocky its annoying. Shrugs.
Anw shark tale was hilarious. I couldnt stop laughing the whole movie except for the parts where the stupid guy..wads his name again...haix carn rmb..but ANW nearly got eaten and si en was desperately grabbing my hand and squeezing every ounce of blood out of it. And 312 has 2 b the noisiest bunch larh..FOR ONCE. Si en and I kept making stupid comments unconsciously like Sien's infamous...-drumroll- 'she's very sexy...for a fish' and my 'NO DON'T LET HIM OUT' and...our 'BITCH!'. Lol..dun look at me like that ok. It has nothing 2 do w me. I swear. But then Eve and Shiyun turned around right after the movie ended and started teasing us for being so to quote em 'emotionally involved' in the movie. Shakes head...im ashamed.
Now my dear si en..i hope that satisfies you
On a different note...WELCOME BACK CHER. I've missed ya man...i feel like we havent talked in ages. Lol...n congrats on the INDIVIDUAL SILVER. -jaw drops dramatically- kids...-drumroll- our cher was 2nd regionally.
The Ghost of You and Me
What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me, everywhere, no matter what I do
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I cant let go
When will this night be over
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
Seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by
Phantom ships, lost at sea
And one of them is mine
Raising my glass, I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left of my heart and soul
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I can't let go
When will the night be over
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me...
It's such a sad song huh? The line 'i didnt' mean to fall in love with you' keeps going through my head
Think about them one at a time BEFORE going on to the next one...they make u feel good.
1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts
3. A hot shower.
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Chocolate milkshake. (or vanilla or strawberry!)
11. A bubble bath.
12. A good conversation.
13. The beach
14. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter.
15. Laughing at yourself.
16. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
17. Running through sprinklers
18. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
19. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
20. Laughing at an inside joke.
21. Friends.
22. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
23. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
24. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
25. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
26. Playing with a new puppy.
27. Having someone play with your hair.
28. Sweet dreams.
29. Hot chocolate.
30. Road trips with friends.
31. Swinging on swings.
32. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
33. Making chocolate chip cookies.
34. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.
35. Holding hands with someone you care about.
36. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.
37. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
38. Watching the sunrise.
39. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.
40. Knowing that somebody misses you.
44. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.
45. Leaning your head on someone's shoulder
Act I still haven't finished my entry on the trip to msia but now I'm too lazy and besides those who wanna kno or shld know already know.
Btw, I've uploaded photos from national day and the msia trip. More coming when I scan my own pics in..2 lazy 4 now
The msia trip rocked. I'm already missing the 4 days which has been one of the happiest times in the whole year. Geez..I've only been back for 2 days and already I've plunged into the hustle and bustle of Singapore's education system. I need a longer break.
So many people have blogged about the trip, but I guess each recounting is different cause we each had different experiences.
1st Day We left for KL straight after school and we got this really nice comfy red VIP bus where the seats were so cushy and huge. We should always travel like that man. 2 msia i mean..i wld much rather travel by plane 2 anywhere else. The hotel's really nice..we walked in and I was like WOAH..way better than i expected. Roomed with Rach and Jenna and we had so much fun together man. Oh we watched the eye 2 on the way 2 kl and it was so crap cause there was this scene where shu qi fell out of the bathtub and our toilet had a bathtub so everytime after I bathed I would slowly climb out of it so I would NEVER experience the same thing she did. And the water always keeps dripping while I'm changing. OH..and I'm always freezing my butt off inside the toilet. Why in the world do they install aircon in the toilet????
Had to sleep early that night cause of tough day on sat. Training with Bukit Jalil in the morning then game with Johor sporst school in the afternoon.
Jenna Rach and I wanted them to come to our room but in the end we went over to theirs >.< Then we were taking crappy pics b4 tt and watching one tree hill and i was gushing over dear handsome sweet chad michael murray. When we went over to their room we watched some stupid thai ghost story where the acting was so fake and the effects were so shit. Couldn't stop laughing. Siok and I were acting every little action in the scenes of the thai movie out and then we were sitting on the bed so to try and circle around each other we had to sorta..wind out bodies around..oh dear sounds sick. Then Bel and I invented things to say to the Indian movie we watched after that cause we totally didn't understand what they were talkin about. We made up some love crap when a couple was talkin and then it turned out it wasn't even ANYTHING about love but was actually a conspiracy to break up another couple. =S. Then Rach and Jenna fell asleep, poor girls were beat. Went mad with Bel and Siok that night. We started making teh tarik in the toilet and bel did the "we will get there" singapore dance. Then got brush teeth class and toothbrush advertisement. We filmed all of it but jenna's cam had no space so we ended up deleting it >.< Finally we wind down and lost all our hyperactivness. Then squeezed onto one lil bed to slp. Then Siok and I kept trying to push bel off the bed and when bel jumped off the bed at one point siok and I jumped onto it n left no space for her. hahahahaha. I was sleeping between the 2 of them then in the end it got 2 hot [DUN XIANG WAI LARH] i decided to slp on the floor where we lay cushions from the sofa cause we were sure that some1 wld fall off in the middle of the night. When Bel and Siok woke up they were damn funny. "EH..WHERE'S CAROL ARH???" "OH NO DON'T TELL ME SHE FELL OFFFFF!!!!" Then I was quietly lying down on the cushions half asleep and grinning to myself. Hahahah.
I G2G. blog more 2mr..nites
Sick and tired. Sometimes the reason is crystal clear to me. At other times, I don't even know why I bother trying.
This is something I got off Cheryl's blog...
Ive jst realised something.
He's the only one that has made me laugh that hard.
He's the only one that can dry my tears
But he's the one who made me cry in the first place.
He's the one i wna turn to whenever im upset.
He's the only one whos made me feel good about myself.
I just wanna be able to cry on his shoulder.
I just wanna be able to call him my best friend again.
I just wanna be able to talk to him without being scared.
You were the one i tried to hold on to.
Kind of like this one isn't it?
I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive y car
I hate the way you stare
I hate your big combat boots
And the way you read my mind
I hate you so much it makes me sick
It even makes me rhyme
I hate the way your always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate the way you make me laugh
Even more when you make me cry
I hate it when you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate it that I don't hate you
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all
Why guys like girls
The way her tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore.....Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them...it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.
Here are a few reasons why guys like girls:
1.They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything
is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed
but in the end it makes it all worth while
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. The way her hand always finds yours
13. The way they smile
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you"
18. Actually...just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!
23. The way they say "I miss you"
24. The way you miss them
25. The first thing I mentioned at the very start
It's sweet right? One of you [guys duh] can tell me privately whether all this is true...and if not true, halt my romantic notions..haha =)
Party!!!
What a rush!!! I've been having way too much fun for my own good the last few days...let's start from scratch
Wednesday
Ruth Jo and I went to queensway to get the baggy jerseys for the modern hiphop section of our dance. Jo had to leave and she was gonna give ruth a lift home..but thank god ruth stayed on when she found out there wasn't enough of the jerseys...I would have died otherwise. We ended up staying there 4 2 whole hours more after that running around frantically trying to make up the numbers and the sizes and the designs of the jerseys. We couldn't get it all at one shop and it was so stressful man. Lol.
Thursday
Sleptover at eve's house. Oh man i love her house..its relatively big and its so nicely furnished. Rich girl she is. Anw..it was kinda fun. We were watching bring it on which i din wanna watch cause I wanted to watch my OC!!!! But I was over-ruled and bullied -sulks-. After the movie we sat around talking and we were gossiping about girly stuff and it was damn amusing and we couldn't sleep so Si En and I at Ben n Jerry's chocolate chip cookie dough icecream at 130 at night! Hahahaha..and so we were high after that! We din manage to get to bed til like 230 so we only had about 3 hours or less of sleep. I had eyebags the next day I tell you..ask Junx..really bad ones. Anw..we were talkin about really weird stuff like which positions we should sleep in so that...-looks pointedly at sien, eve and jolene- hahahahaa...
Friday
We won interclass dance!!! we are the champions -singsong voice-!! Hahahaha..I mean admit it we rock..but we screwed up a lil and poor Jo was so upset..I 4got one teensy bit..lol. Oh well...least we won right! But the mcs spoilt our moment of glory >.< We were announced first and not last although we were champs and so..everyone thought we got third and just clapped politely and we were so =(...
Conducted an RS interview with Ms Edna Tan before she disappears to new york to do her phd. I guess I really admire her -glares at all hu wishes 2 clobber me- she's really smart and she knows her stuff. yup. Caught The village with a huge grp of ppl..it was pretty ok. The trailers were so gd but the movie itself was a little bit of a let down. The leading guy is so ugly and the insane guy is beyond weird..adrien brody. Acts damn well though. I was super freaked out by him.
CLASS BBQ. Wooohoo..it was fun man...rocked. Watched mean girls. Played cards. Ate wtv we wanted to. BBQ our own stuff. Played on the playgrnd. Danced ddr..danced in the middle of nowhere. Performed the titanic 'jack I'm flying scene' with junx..hahahahaah..we were accurate right down 2 the last detail. Got home arnd 12 I think..lateness man. Lol..anw i'm tired!!! think I'll blog about sat, sun and mon 2mr or smth...tata 4 now!
Please Remember
Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And you're left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I'll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time
I had you with me
Though we go our seperate ways
I won't forget so don't forget
the memories we made
Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
and you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
while we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me
Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say
And it's sad to walk away
with just the memories
Who's to know what might have been
We'll leave behind a life and time
I'll never know again
Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
and you were there for me
And remember, Please remember me
Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Then remember, please remember me
And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this heart was yours and mine
and how a dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
And I knew that you had me
Please remember, please remember - LeAnne Rimes
To a lost friend...maybe you still come here maybe you don't. Whatever it is...I guess its time for me to say goodbye.
Went out with Jolene Siewch Si En and Jean today. Junx was with us for lunch but she had to go off for trng later >.<
But anw..while we were gossiping happily in BK while I finished my Taro Turnover, Junx eyes suddenly went wide and she turned towards me with a scandalised look and whispered "you know that guy over there...his wearing a green thong!!" and then I looked and I BET an utter look of disgust flashed across my face cause his pants were so low you could c the whole back portion which was NEON GREEN. how eye-catching man -eeew-
Then we went to get Jean's ears pierced while Siewch and Si en went to look at a halter that siewch din noe whether to buy. Lol.
And Jean was funny cuz she insisted she was only gonna pierce 1 ear at a time cause she can't handle the pain. And when the guy approached her with the ear-piercing gun she started to back away. It was..amusing to say the least. Jo wasn't exactly helping her either, talkin about how the gun looked so freaky and she couldn't believe she did it 4 times...2 pairs [hey...i can't believe i did it 4 times either??!!]..so jean looked super freaked. The poor guy at the shop looked so harassed.
Then we headed to Lucky Plaza to get Siewch's hair cut at the salon I go to. The girl INSISTED that she could rmb the directions I told her and find the salon so we let her walk far up in front. Not bad except that she hesistated at this fork and Si En said that unless she finds the salon in 1 min its not counted. THEN..this FREAKY and WEIRD guy said "I WILL KILL YOU. I WILL KILL YOU IF YOU CANNOT FIND IT IN ONE MIN. I will take a KNIFE and KILLL [pronounced keeeeeel] YOU." Then I just sorta...stared at him weirdly..like "Wad r u talkin about you freak??" And then he gave me this weird stare and I starting thinking that he was insane and started wondering if he would really kill us. Lol. Talk about stupid.
Siewch's haircut was really nice. I think she looks good with her hair down and layered. I tell you my hairstylist is good and its cheap too! But must credit serene larh..she jie shao one. Cause of Siewch's fantastic new hairstyle, we decided to go to far east to take neoprints. Si En was starting on a long essay of why we shldn't go to heeren or cine when we juz shushed her up and decided to go 2 far east just so we didn't hafta listen to her. Lol. The neoprints were absolutely retarded larh. And we din manage to choose one of the nice nice nice pics...=(
After that we decided to go home. Only I walked with them to the mrt to go up by the wisma side. And I passed by a nice shop and I decided to pop in to see if there was anything nice inside. And true to prediction, there was. Fell in love with this skirt. And it cleaned my whole wallet out EXACTLY. I was so lucky to have just that additional 10c more i think. Hahahahahah...
Quiz Stolen from Mich1
B4 the quiz, I wanna say that I've uploaded some new pics. Check under glamour girl, then friends.
Computer Wise
Winamp Skin: Shrugs
MSN Name: >>--cupid-->> ++ she will be loved
AIM name: i forgot
Buddy Icon: huh..wad is this supposed 2 be?
Livejournal: I don't use livejournal..hasn't any1 figured that out yet? -looks meaningfully at address toolbar-
Bedroom Wise
Quilt Cover: Bluish violet with inter-twining flowers
Walls: Cream
Posters:I took down all my posters in p6. They consisted mostly of mandy moore. [I still like her btw. hahaha.] Only ones left are my SPCA and perfect scenary ones.
Appliances/Furniture: A bed. A HUGE study table. A com table. Shelves. 2 cupboards. An oddly out of place wardrobe [its grey, everything else is brown]. A fan...A radio. My com with my monitor currently missing because my new com's monitor spoilt n so we're using MY com's monitor 4 it temporarily.
Five Songs you know the words to, even without the music:
1. Aerosmith - Don't Wanna Miss a Thing
2. Mandy Moore + Jonathan smth - Someday We'll Know
3. Sheryl Crow + Kid Rock - Picture
4. Say Goodbye - S Club
5. Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved
Five Things you can't live without:
1. My Family <3333
2. My friends =)
3. Netball
4. Handphone and Internet [I'm cheating..so wad??]
5. Books [yes seriously I actually <3 reading]
Five things you would buy with $1000:
1. A new stereo -Mine's seriously conking off-
2. A digicam
3. Clothes
4. Books I've been wanting to get for ages
5. Stuff for my family and friends =)
Top Five Locations I want to run away to:
1. Italy + Paris + Milan
2. One of the lovely places on my wall. Some of it's really breath-taking
3. A quiet place by the beach. Gentle waves. Sun-setting. Footprints in the sand...[sounds like a perfect illusion]
4. To the past...I wish I could revisit some memories
5. Friends' houses. Sleepover -get the pic?- haahha.
Five Things you love about yourself:
1. I read body language really well so I get alot of unspoken stuff
2. I'm actively involved in sports and it shows [if i can say so myself]
3. I think I'm quite sensitive...to other ppl that is
4. I've got fantastic friends [thnx loads guys. <3 ya all]
5. My dress sense...I think.
Five qualities of your perfect mate:
1. someone who loves me for who I really am and not the face I show the world
2. someone who is able to make me smile [as in genuinely smile]
2. someone who does the little things that count [sweet...]
3. Someone who's a friend. A friendship that will survive even IF romance does not work out.
4. Someone who has a sense of humour [I NEED to laugh]
5. Someone who can appreciate sports and understand the trials, heartaches and triumps
Quiz Stolen from Mich1
Computer Wise
Winamp Skin: Shrugs
MSN Name: >>--cupid-->> ++ she will be loved
AIM name: i forgot
Buddy Icon: huh..wad is this supposed 2 be?
Livejournal: I don't use livejournal..hasn't any1 figured that out yet? -looks meaningfully at address toolbar-
Bedroom Wise
Quilt Cover: Bluish violet with inter-twining flowers
Walls: Cream
Posters:I took down all my posters in p6. They consisted mostly of mandy moore. [I still like her btw. hahaha.] Only ones left are my SPCA and perfect scenary ones.
Appliances/Furniture: A bed. A HUGE study table. A com table. Shelves. 2 cupboards. An oddly out of place wardrobe [its grey, everything else is brown]. A fan...A radio. My com with my monitor currently missing because my new com's monitor spoilt n so we're using MY com's monitor 4 it temporarily.
Five Songs you know the words to, even without the music:
1. Aerosmith - Don't wanna miss a thing
2. Mandy Moore + Jonathan smth - Someday We'll Know
3. Faith Hill - There You'll Be
4.
5.
Five Things you can't live without:
1. My Family <3333
2. My friends =)
3. Netball
4. Handphone and Internet [I'm cheating..so wad??]
5. Books [yes seriously I actually <3 reading]
Five things you would buy with $1000:
1. A new stereo -Mine's seriously conking off-
2. A digicam
3. Clothes
4. Books I've been wanting to get for ages
5. Stuff for my family and friends =)
Top Five Locations I want to run away to:
1. Italy + Paris + Milan
2. One of the lovely places on my wall. Some of it's really breath-taking
3. A quiet place by the beach. Gentle waves. Sun-setting. Footprints in the sand...[sounds like a perfect illusion]
4. To the past...I wish I could revisit some memories
5. Friends' houses. Sleepover -get the pic?- haahha.
Five Things you love about yourself:
1. I read body language really well so I get alot of unspoken stuff
2. I'm actively involved in sports and it shows [if i can say so myself]
3. I think I'm quite sensitive...to other ppl that is
4. I've got fantastic friends [thnx loads guys. <3 ya all]
5. My dress sense...I think.
Five qualities of your perfect mate:
1. Some one who loves me for who I am and not the face I show the world
2. someone who is able to make me smile [as in genuinely smile]
2. someone who does the little things that count [sweet...]
3. Someone who's a friend. A friendship that will survive even IF romance does not work out.
4. Someone who has a sense of humour [I NEED to laugh]
5. Someone who can appreciate sports and understand the trials, heartaches and triumps
Long day. But I guess its been a productive one and more importantly, a rather enjoyable one. I know that sounds like I'm a total slacker but I'm not, really. Just that I haven't really had the time or occasion to enjoy myself lately. It's been a long half term..and still plodding on. It's not so much school I guess. I like it in the sense that I get to meet my friends and I actually really enjoy some lessons, however weird that might sound. Shrugs I just haven't been all that happy lately. Sorry to the people I've been short with and my group I haven't been the best grp member this term..sorry abt that.
One of the perks of the term was Cheryl's trip to Singapore. It was amazing to see how we could connect even better than before she left. I guess its true that absence makes the heart grow fonder. She slept over and we had a fantastic time just talkin. For almost 8 hours straight I might add. 8pm -3.30am. We were finishing each other's sentences and going on and on. There were no awkward silences, and even if there was it was a companionable one. We talked so much our throats were hoarse by the time we fell asleep...hey cheri, thnx 4 a lovely time =)
School was rather fun today. We had math which was majorly blah..but nvm. Skip ahead to Eng and Chi where we were supposed to be having our media course but we were supposed 2 haf a break [huh..i mean we dun NEED a break..ridiculous] so we essentially had 2 free blocks. But I was so guai. We were doing our media course news reporting storyboard and then later I was doing my chem! Only towards the end of the day did I join the rest for truth or dare. Cept I din get to play much cause the bell rang. But I did have to do a rather stupid dare..which was to gallop around the classroom announcing "I'm a gay! I'm a gay! I'm a gay donkey!". LOL.
After that we sat around the canteen crapping and talkin rubbish before we headed 4 the nats day dance rehearsal. It was good..although our formation was totally messed up cause the amphi is so big we din noe where exactly to stand and how far apart we should be. 302's prob our biggest competitor, no offense to 314 =).
Later Jolene, Shauna and I went out to search for our nat day costumes. We're supposed to wear red tops and black netting over it with yoga pants to look..rappish n hiphop.lol. Then theres this funny ethnic cloth. Dear me. But we din manage 2 get anything altho we spied this really nice white toga top with a red toga net that comes together with it. Unfortunately its free size n wld b 2 small 4 a few of our dance team. Shrugs..oh well.
Then I was supposed 2 go home but I sorta needed a walk and a few moments to just not think of anything, so I went to look around wisma for the skirt I wanted, tryin to decide if I should buy it or not. Decided not to in the end. Din look as nice as I remembered it did. Oh well, your memory tends to remember the gd stuff and gloss over the bad.
Went out with elle and christine on fri. Hanx cldn't join us. It's been too long since we last got together...its just kinda sad that we've drifted apart since last year. So much has happened to each of us that I'm pretty sure we dunno much of.
Caught up on each other's life although I still think its not really enough. Friendships ought to be cultivated on a day-to-day basis. The occasional outing or get 2gether is never adequate. I mean, let's face it, how much can you find out about a person just by talkin? You learn so much more by seeing how the person behaves in all sorts of situations, in reading their body language...
Elle din wanna come at first, she wanted to go home and curl into a ball. But Christine and I managed to convince her to come along with us. Had pastamania and we sat there for a really long time juz yakking away. Was basically listening to elle n christine talk about their probs. When you're rock bottom, there's only one way to go - and that's up. Chin up dears.
Got a couple of presents...then we went to taka to take a look at some stuff Christine wanted to see. -sighs deeply- The sacrifices we make for friendship...hahahahaa.
I think I get mood swings. And it doesn't help that I'm having MS. lol. This entry is a typical example. I was feeling a little melancholic just now..but now I'm starting to feel a little high.
Geez..its 1.45. I think I need some sleep.
She Will Be Loved
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
And She will be loved
And She will be loved
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
She will be loved (repeated)
Please don't try so hard to say good bye.
- She Will Be Loved, Maroon 5
"She always belonged to someone else" - it's so sad...
I've actually got lots to write about..I just dun wanna blog anymore..it's getting harder to think about let alone voice my feelings. Shrugs.
"She always belonged to someone else"
I haven't blogged about saturday yet. In the morning I went to school for praxis, this financial course thing where they use a board game to teach you. And I kept causing the stock market to crash..and everytime I play my final amount of money gets lower and lower and lower. It's seriously depressing, LOL. I had the most money before the course, and the least money after the course...how stupid. But it was kinda fun altho my group was a lil stoned...>.<
Then met emmeline, xinzi, ruth tay, jo and asiyah to learn the dance. Funky steps - ruth's sister choreographed them. Then before I could finish learning, I had to rush home to bathe and change before I headed out again to meet cheryl, bel, dick, adrian [wong]and bernard.
Met Cheryl first to get Adrian Mai a bday present..we went to look at the wallet shop and baulked at the prizes..and they were out of nice billabong/quiksilver wallets. So we ended up buyin a little shiny red soccer ball for him. Cheryl and I waited for the lift to the 9th floor for a really really really long time. Cine is always super crowded on wkends..which I conveniently forgot and so it was quite a squeeze >.<
Then later Cheryl and I took a neocard cause bel din have spare change. The picture is nothing fantastic we both look pretty normal...its just that this is the 15 yr old us..Cheryl and Carol. Lol.
I was a little apprehensive before meeting everyone for pool at first cause of certain events but it went way better than I expected.
ok..I'm gonna continue my entry. Anw..Cheryl Bel and I met Adrian Dick and Bernard after that and we walked around trying to find smwhere 2 eat..evantually we decided to go to the Orchard Emerald foodcourt cuz Cheryl wanted normal local food which she can't get in nz. lol.
Then we went to play pool and they don't even check your age. Was fun but I'm super lousy..its really sad. Even my first time was nowhere as bad as this. Towards the end we started to just use our hands to roll the balls around and trying all sort of fancy tricks. Then Dick and Adrian started trying to intercept each other's ball by hitting another ball to it >.<.
Lol..then cuz Bern brought a large bag of m&ms so we started trying to toss them into our mouths. Sadly...I din manage to catch any and my poor nose got bonked very hard =(
Oh yeah..cheer up adrian. when you can't go down any lower, the only way to go is up =)
8th World Wonder
Woke up early this morning, made my coffee like I always do.
Then it hit me from nowhere, everything I feel about me and you.
The way you kiss me crazy, baby you're so amazing.
Seven days and seven nights of thunder,
The waters rising and I'm slipping under.
I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder.
I guess that I'm just falling deeper into something I've never known.
But the way that I'm feeling, makes me realize that it can't be wrong.
You're love's like a summer rain, washing my doubts away.
Seven days and seven nights of thunder,
The waters rising and I'm slipping under.
I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder.
It's only been a week, but it's coming over me.
It's making me believe that you're the one for me.
Seven days and seven nights of thunder,
The waters rising and I'm slipping under.
I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder. (x4)
In a weird sort of way the song says how I feel right now
Youth Day [i'm glad im in my youth man...]
Went out with Bel, Cheryl [siok was supposed come!!!], Bernard, Adrian, Darrell, Dick and Liben. It was super fun..and damn funny. Alot of stuff happened. Like someone found someone cute. Hints of scandals surfaced here and there. Gossip popped out in odd places. We got tickets for the 330 show so we ended up with 4 hours on our hands.
We went to starbucks to have coffee and slack and talk. Lol...I love starbucks and coffee bean..pity its so ex. Started looking at people's phones..that's how all the gossip came up. Then cheryl came!! She actually backed out cause she watched spidey last nite..but she joined us 4 lunch n 2 chat.
Ended up at zone-x at dohby ghaut slacking, playing bridge, bluff and bishibashi [cheryl and I went nuts..it was way amusing and my hands hurt like shit after that]. It was super fun..hahaha. Liben can't bluff for nuts...he has this super guilty face. It's so amusing. In the end darrell had to take over for him...poor kid.
Then at 3.05 we realised we haven't had our lunch! So we rushed back to PS and decided to eat yoshi. Lunch crowd dissipated by then so we managed to get a table for 8 ppl. THEN...bel had to go to the toilet..and cheryl had to go to meet her mom. And I was left alone with the guys when who passed by but joanne and cheryl yuen. Omg..I fear for my reputation...>.< sigh...I was NOT alone with them ok...??
Spidey was pretty gd...the effects were nice. Unfortunately the movie ended 3 times b4 it actually did. It was so disconcerting because I kept thinking that it had ended and I wanted to tell bel so and so. LOL. Hence..it was kinda draggy. But I dun think kirsten dunst is very pretty. Pleasant looking yeah. OH..and harry [spidey's bez fren] is cute...i dun wan him 2 become the green goblin...>.<
Oh..and during the movie I got some very interesting msgs...I'm still so amused...Dearie..you know i'm talkin about you...-innocent smile-
After the movie darrell and adrian rushed off...so dick liben bern bel and I went to the food court to slack so that bern could eat meepok and we cld eat famous amos cookies that bern brought [thnx bern =)]!
We finally decided to head home at arnd 715...and bel and I talked abt lotsa stuff along the way -grins at bel-.
Harry Potter 3
Watched it today...damn late right? It was WAY better than the first two. I still remember that after I watched the first one I was so annoyed that I felt like cracking the disc. The director/scriptwriter totally ruined the story..changed stuff and didn't live up to expectations. But this was much much much more satisfying. Thank gdness or I wld have strangled myself for spending 750 on watching smth that got me annoyed.
Draco Malfoy's Tom Falton was such a disappointment. He was so cute [as in lil boy cute] in the first movie [the ONLY highlight btw] and now its like PUKE. Hermione's Emma Watson looked good. And as usual all the guys I know think she's absolutely hot. -shrugs-
After that Bel and Siok were making asses of themselves >.< But they were nice larh..help me to run away.
Anyway...we were feeling a little stoned after the movie..that's the effect of watching a movie. I dunno..I usually feel stoned after watching a movie. But we walked to taka to grab icecream and we got haagen daz chocolate brownie walnut...mmmmm...so while savouring our ice cream we sat down at the steps to talk. And we ended up sitting there talkin for a looong looong time talkin about harry potter and laughing and joking. It was nice cause we haven't really spent time as a trio slacking, having fun and basically talking. We always seem 2 b doing/talking about work/rs when we're together, so it felt good to just hang out without work hanging over our heads.
Cheryl arrived in Singapore yest evening! We met for lunch today...I was excited to see her, no denying it..and a lil nervous as well. I mean come on, I haven't seen her in a yr and a half. Who's to say how much she's changed?? The first thing she said was "Carol Tan!" and the first thing I said was "Oh my god" I couldn't believe I was seeing her after more than a yr and a half. It was amazing and she looks great with her long hair and half fringe! We hugged [and that's saying alot cause I dun really hug] and its so nice to have my friend back again. Had lunch at Anatolio or Anatolia..the turkish restaurant at Far East..yummy food. Unfortunately Bel cldn't make it so it was only Siok Cheryl and me. It was still fun though and we caught up on gossip, relationships and stuff...and she told us that you dun treasure your relationships as much until you move away...which sort of got me thinking [some of you might know what im talkin about...]. Oh well, eventful day.
Shux..I lost my entry. Haix. Anw..yest I went to get new sch shoes cuz my feet grew over the hols. Which is not gd cuz i already have pretty big feet. Sigh. But whatever. Siok and I cldn't remember which side to take the bus from...so we ended up takin it from the wrong side. And innocent rachel just blindly followed us. Lol. So we ended up at Siok's house which is totally in the opposite direction. And therefore we had to take 33 from tiong bahru plaza. So I was happily talkin away, albeit a little too loudly -yes i KNO i talk 2 loudly..im TRYING- when I suddenly hear "carol" with an american accent. Turned out it was samuel still with Jinyan's accent, who just got BRACES! Poor guy though..it probably hurt cause he kept touching his mouth unconsciously...I wouldn't know. I've never had braces.
The blackout happened yest while I was being guai and doing my hw. Don't you think its like a sign that says I should go to bed now and stop doing my homework?? So I heeded the sign and I went to bed! Gd girl...-pat's self-
3rd Day of Sch aka Monday
I blogged juz that lil bit b4 I decided I couldn't b bothered...
Anw..2day was pretty ok. Lessons were not bad altho I nearly fell asleep during math. Log isn't exactly the most interesting thing in the world you know? Besides I was wide awake during Ss cause it was so amusing. CC was talking about gender dynamics and the perception of each gender as well as power play and stereotypes. Interesting lesson. Ok but that's besides the point. I dun really know why I'm bloggin.
Trng today was pretty gd altho I think I could have done better when we played. I'm so not in the mood to blog now. Except that I'm having some back problems from trng. It's my old spot from abt 3/4 year ago. It's so odd..why isit coming back now?
Had chinese block free 2day..totally slacked off and did smth..amusing but..weird. You guys will see soon...
First Day of Sch
It's so tragic the way every1 else is still bumming around and enjoying themselves while every RGS student is dragging themselves up around 6 to crawl to sch.
Linkin Park Concert!!!
Omg..it was awesome. Fantastic. Spectacular. It was wild man!! Sweeeet...Me and Hanx queued from 2! 2pm..under the scorching sun and I was annoyed and complaining. Lol. But Jerome queued from 10 am. DOTS. But we hafta thank him cuz we got pretty gd places considering we're in the 85 crowd. Jerome, Captain, Werewolf, Hanx and i were squashed against the metal barriers and it was stifling hot...There was this weird woman who kept shrieking into my ear...and she was telling her friend that the Korean band singer "pia" or smth..was pretty cute. I was like..ROLL EYES. But pia was ok..juz that they kept playing and playin and playin and every1 was impatient for linkin park to come out!!! After awhile I got so annoyed I said.."is this a linkin park concert or their concert man..hogging the stage...-mutters-"
Then they had this stupid long wait cuz of techincal probs I suppose and it lasted about half an hour!!!! And finally the backdrop came up...wif the huge words "linkin park" on it and the whole crowd went wild. I was like.."WHA??? They took so freaking long because they couldn't get the stupid backdrop up????!!!!"
Linkin Park played "somewhere I belong", "breaking the habits", "numb" and some other songs. I can't remember. But these were my favourites of the night. "Numb" was really blasting...the whole padang was singing along and you could feel the atmosphere. It was totally charged and you forget who you are and you start grooving to the music and waving your hands and screaming!
OH..and the same girl..[or more like woman] kept bumping her breasts in2 my back. I was like...EEEW. Cuz when the concert started everybody pressed 4ward. Then..when they asked us to start jumping it was so traumatic. I mean...you get what I mean right..she jump so much..den she's right behind me...>.<
The lushington security ppl were gd larh...they carried a few ppl out who were faint or smth...this girl totally collapsed when they managed 2 pull her out of the crowd n over the barrier. Then her bf ran aft them n carried her away...damn sweet. Oh yeah and the security ppl were very useful...they splashed cups of water at us so that it wldn't b so hot...lifesaver man. OH yeah and they gave out cups of water to us. You juz hafta wave ur hands abt and they'll chuck u a cup wif fresh cooling water.
The concert seemed pretty short!!! At the end they finished up and I was like 'WHAT...that's all????' then the same girl behind me started screaming "ENCORE...ENCORE" then everybody followed suit. Then they performed again!!! yay...
After it ended my ears felt as if there was bell inside my head. Hanx and I couldn't walk properly cause we were damn high..and our feet were killing us cuz we were wearing boots and jumping arnd and dancing...Yowch. I din wanna go home so fast but i had a stupid bus and Mrt to catch...last one at clementi was midnight. So...=( it was gdnight and homeward bound. I declare myself utterly in love wif linkin park now...-sigh-
Ok..i betta blog b4 my blog disappears into oblivion. But act I'm rather tired of blogging..its kinda of pointless smtx. Mayb if I make a new layout I might visit my own blog more often. LOL. It's so ironic.
Oh well, anyway. I'm bored so that's why I'm blogging. But actually I have no right to be bored because I ought to be sloggin and finishin my hw. But being online is distracting...and you can tell can't you? -innocent look-
Fri night was interesting. Doremi went for this study skills course over four days [which is my uncle's company] and on the last night [fri] they had a presentation of what they had learnt. So it was really cute...and when Dawn presented she was so nervous and her hands were cold b4 her presentation! Then when she presented her face was so stoned and her glasses made her look like this interllectual scholar who spent too much time indoors. Rachel...shux...I'm such a bad sister...I 4got wad she did!!! Melvin was the cutest...he was talkin about the body covering of animals and..."the birds keep the feathers warm". Then everyone just sorta missed the slip??? Den stupid me went to open my big mouth..."WHAT????" and den people started laughing when they reaslised. LOL..but it was seriously damn funny and Melvin juz turned red..luckily he finished.
oh and then they had to break these wooden blocks. You know the karate stuff or smth. Dawn and Rachel no strength or as they say in hokkien, boh luck. Then on the first try they couldn't break the board but everyone else could [they're the youngest there larh!] so my brother taunted them..."WAH...everybody can break except the two of you. SO LOUSY." LOL...I'm sure they were ready to throttle him.
Woah my longest entry for about...2 months so far i think.
Yes anw...I dun want the hols to end. Even though I guess I've bummed 1/2 of my hols I still enjoyed the bumming. the sleeping in late. The hanging out. The trainings. The luxury of taking my time to go anywhere [which is damn rare during term]. This has been one of the best [long] hols I've spent...where I'm not bored out of my mind or rushing everywhere.
Oh btw, I've uploaded alot of photos. Go check out "Glamour Girl"
Oops...like lia said cobwebs are growing on my blog already. Tsk. Bad Carol...naughty carol.
You know...i always forget what I wanna talk about for the day when I come to the page where I'm gonna write my blog entry. How terrible.
Last mon: Trng in the morning...my fitness [or rather the lack of it] didn't really surprise me. We were training together with the sec2s for the first time and the C div 2 i guess. Then siok and I went out for lunch before she came 2 my house to watch "The Time Machine" for our RS. Then we got bored and went downstairs for a walk and we ended up at the playground behaving like lil kiddies on the swing..this climbing thing...and the slide. LOL. On the swing I think I went mad can?? Started to squeal "mommy...mommy...I'm scared!!!" den siok was so embarrassed. I swear the maids and the lil kids turned around to stare...-hides face-
Was planning to head to the library but when I woke up I got a shock cuz I couldn't walk...or at least WALK. I was hobbling around the house the whole day. Muscles refused 2 co-operate. Shows wad a bum I've been b4 trng started.
oh dear...shall continue another time again..
Loong day today. It started off pretty mundane then I got pissed halfway. Thankfully I cheered up and forgot about all that. Or else I would have exploded at them. -yes my dears..that was not the worst-. Juz one word of advice..its fine for awhile but you might wanna watch out for my mood. And...its all good and fun the first time later it gets annoying. dun worry i'm ok not annoyed or angry any longer
My day isn't really worth talkin about today. Juz that after meeting hanx and jerome den I went to meet bel and Siok for RS.
Continue 2mr..gotta go now. Sheesh. Wad an agonizing day. Sigh.
Drunken on the Delight of the Holidays
Read my title. That says it all. I'm happy!! I went to make my IC today..ok that's not why I'm happy..that's juz a statement. But I'm happy cause its the holidays and i can finally sit back and kick up my feet! It's been a really gruelling term...the assesment weeks really drove me nuts...
Now I'm looking forward to alot of stuff in June...
1. LP concert
2. Watching all the movies
3. LOTR exhibition
4. Going to sentosa
5. Sleeping in [YEAH MAN...sleeping is one of the greatest pleasures of life
6. Watching TV
7. Playing gunbound
8. Going for training and sneakers
9. Catching up with my buddies and chilling out
10. Shopping [yet another of life's greatest pleasures
11. Going rockclimbing!!!
12. Actually playing with my dear doremi...hahahaha
13. Watch finish all the movies I have at home that I haven't watch
A nice wonderful list..notice I din include homework? I hope I manage to do all of them but I bet I won't actually. Lol. The hols always stretch endlessly at the start but it flies pass way too fast!
In a Much Better Mood
Sorry about the previous entry. I was trying to continue it...but I juz cldn't bring myself to talk about that happy weekend cause I was feeling so down then.
So nvm about my nice fantastic birthday weekend...about a wk and a half ago. Basically I love my family..they're so nice n sweet when they want to be =)
Anw...so much has been happening recently. I don't really understand why. [I'm not down or anything. Juz kinda reflecting now that I've gotten over the slump] Its sad how friendships can sour all of a sudden, except that I think it has been bubbling under the surface for a long time now. It's like what we went through all over again. Except this time I guess I sorta know a little of both sides of the story, and its confusing cause I find it really hard to accept the different sides people show. I'm not just talkin about one person. Another issue that has been bothering me is how superficial some of my friendships are. I just started to wonder if the friendship will last once we get to JC, or when we go separate ways. And what really got to me was the suspicion that it would probably become a "out of sight, out of mind" thing...
Had to umpire for the sec4 Netball Carn on sat...was juz average. The day started a lil puzzling tho. Then after that it just got worst when we wrapped up the carnival. That really brought out alot of sides of people that I've never seen before and its both shocking and disappointing. It made some other issues surface as well and its eerily familiar. I dun want them to go through the same thing I did. Whichever side you're on it doesn't make a difference because either way you lose the friendship. Maybe you guys don't wanna hear this, but I'm gonna say it anw. Do something about it, you'll regret not doing anything later. Trust me.
And the celebrations carried on
Ah I love bdays. Have I already mentioned that?? Yes I think I have...happy smile. Went out for buffet lunch with my family today. I swear, I've never felt that full in my life.
I'm gonna continue this nice happy entry from a week ago, altho im not exactly in a nice happy mood now.
My family had a wonderful time together. It was to celebrate my birthday, mother's day, and my grandma's bday all together, except that mother's day was the wk b4 but my sibs were having exams so it got pushed. If that was said in a single breath im guessing I would b panting by now.
u noe wad? im juz gonna 4get abt the stupid entry
Fifteen
Fifteen and Famous. Finally Fifteen. Fabulously, fantastically Fifteen. Yes. Im sure all of you get the idea, I'm 15 today and in a good mood. -smiles-
It started off a lil bumpy, could barely get myself outta bed. Desperately need sleep. Lol. But after that when my mom came outta her room she gave me this big radiant smile and a kiss and a Happy Birthday. And my dad too =]
Oh yes...yeah cher u were the firz 2 wish me happy birthday..lol, at 12 sharp. Anw...bel n siok came to give me my bday present juz after morning assembly...a nice big blue mogu pillow! I was so pleased with it couldn't stop playing and hugging it. -sheepish grin- Thnx kiddos =] Cher said that I looked so contented and gleeful huggin it. LOL.
Btw, Juz a word of thnx 2 every1 for all the presents, emails, cards and e-cards =] I'm not gonna even say wad junx, cher, jo and jean got 4 me...ok fine i am. they got me underwear. -stop laughing- n one of them has a lil pigtail on it. -STOP laughin man-. The other's normal. the other one is a g-string =S. God..they're so cheeky man.
After sch, Bel, Siok, Cher and I went to catch Troy at lido...there were so many people man but cause the theatre's so huge it wasn't totally full. It was jaw-dropping to see so many heads when you look up at the rows above.
The movie itself was really cool. Its your usual major motion picture...and epic. I declare that Orlando Bloom is ugly, Paris in Troy is a wimp and Brad Pitt's face is NOT pleasing to the eyes [cept from the side view, or if he has tt funny helmet with a nosepiece on]. But..I like hector --> Eric Bana. He's not cute at first glance. I juz love his characater...and at least he looks better than flowery bloom [I juz KNOW im gonna get killed by all his fans] in all the scenes. Especially when they wear the helmet with the nosepiece...Bloomie's face looks super..flat and...big in it...Hector looked gd...Pitt looked even betta [NOTE my earlier statement abt pitt tho]. Spoilers: When Hector died I was so sad...hahahahaha...but when Brad pitt died too it was kinda sad. [WHY DIN BLOOMIE DIE, some1 ans me]. I swear, the good die young.
Oh well..then we bought brownies from famous amos..yum...its such a treat for the tongue.
Then I went home and my siblings gave me the cutest Happy Birthday ever...ah I <3 my DoReMi =].
I like birthdays. Everyone's so nice to me...ok so they try to suan me and stuff but it still good-natured and its funny anw. Thnx for making my day so special peeps...luv ya guys =]
Had our 2.4 run on Mon. It wasn't outstanding. That much I'll say. At least I beat my time last year I think..which would have been unforgivable if i hadn't because last yr we were running on some muddy padi field thing. LOL. But I dun seem to be able to beat my sec1 time. In fact I dunno how I even managed to do that time in sec 1.
I had a terrible migraine on Wed. Juz woke up with it that morning but I juz figured it was a small headache so I went to school. Mistake man. It got really bad during chem. I couldn't concentrate much during physics already, but during chem the lights suddenly seemed very bright and I don't even rmb wad she was saying at all. In fact the lights seemed so bright it was almost glaring to look at the whiteboard. Agony man...you can ask Eve and Yinqi. I wanted to throw up...luckily I didn't. Then during math we had to go to the history room and thank goodness it was research. Eve and Yinqi were damn nice..they juz told me to rest then went to do the research. And I jus sat there and fell asleep! Honestly I was juz intending to rest for a few mins. I ended up sleeping for 45 mins. But it did me alot of good man...the pain wasn't so intense after that although there was still this dull throb. I hope I never experience that again man...it sucked.
Bio test was pretty alright actually. I think I should do pretty well if I didn't make any stupid mistakes. -keeps fingers crossed-
Ah..Im bored and I dun feel like blogging anymore.
I finally got my wishlist done. It's up check out "All I Want is Everything".
Anw today was so fun. I laughed so much my stomach actually cramped up!! Bel and I were actually supposed to be late -we both missed our bus- but Cow and Darrell ended up later than us...and they say girls are always late...-dryly-
So we went to get tickets for "Jersey Girl" and lemme tell you if you love sweet storiesgo n watch the show. Its honestly so beautiful I almost cried...and that's saying alot cuz I dun cry. This isn't juz some chick-flick romance...its about a father-daugther bond and its so touching. Ah I dun think I can find the words to describe how I feel about the movie...you juz hafta go watch it yourself.
After that the 4 of us went 4 lunch at yoshi...den Darrell left after that to go home to mug -_-. So we just continued with our beef bowls while chatting...den later we wanted to go shoppin for mother's day gifts..except that bel and I got distracted and started shopping for ourselves!!! hahaha...and I felt so bad for cow cuz we were kinda draggin him into clothes and shoe shops...but he was such a good sport and he juz smiled at us and told us to carry on and stuff. Oh man...
Then the very first shop that bel and I stepped into we bought a skirt that both of us fell in love with! Mine's white and her's black- Geez...we commented to each other how fast the purchase was...LOL.
After roaming around for awhile and lookin at nice dressy sandals we decided to play! Hahahah..we decided to play dare or dare and poor cow was the butt of most of the jokes. We made him...oops carn say the other guys ll suan him. Poor cow...seriously. And Bel and him ganged up against me to ask a guy WITH a gf for his no.!!! So I did it back to her and told her to ask this other guy to watch a movie with her...who coincidentally was also with his gf! Think the gf was glaring at her or smth. LOL.
Then later we started going arnd and trying to embarrass people! Hahahaha...we sent bel ahead and told her to follow somebody walkin in our direction. Then I would wave at Bel but the person would think that i was waving at him/her!!! hahahahahahaha...THEN we went up the travellator and cow went down and we pretended to squeal with delight at meeting him..only he was behind these two girls so they thought we were squealing at meeting THEM until they turned arnd! HAHAHAHAHA...
Then we saw the nice mini merry-go-round n i felt like sitting on it! -sheepish grin- so we went down and den we thought of takin pictures wif the funny kiddy stuff...so bel n i each grabbed one year of this koala n pretended to b fighting over it while cow took the pic. Den we went to sit on the merry go round! And cow took a pic for me as well. AND..we took a pic of cow crouching at the side of the bat mobil so from where i was takin the pic it looked as if he was INSIDE it. -amused smile- Will upload all the pics soon...
After that we went to starbucks to catch our breaths and to juz slack and talk. We ended up telling lame and stupid jokes and doing all the "johnny johnny whee wtv" and finding the pattern stuff. It was damn funny cause cow was so horribly dense and even though the actions were so exaggerated he juz CLDN'T catch the link. Hahahaha...
Melancholy
I miss the old times...I juz read christine's blog and I'm wondering how I've drifted so much from x-tine, hanx and elle. Nat too i guess...
"Change is the only thing constant". Except that sometimes I wish the good times could stay forever. It's never the same. Sure you'll always make new friends and have lots of fun but what you share is a totally different experience. The kind of relationship that you have with one friend cannot be reciprocated with another. It's always different no matter whether you want it to be or not, simply because people are different.
It's not a comparison of how good the friendship is or how I feel with the people. I'm juz kinda sad that things can change so much within the space of a few months.
To the special ones out there [smiles], you guys have made so much difference in my life.
Where would I be without bel n siok? They're always there whether I'm happy, crappy, grouchy or down. They've showed me faces of myself I never knew existed, they thought me the meaning of love and friendship.
I can't imagine life without christine, elle or hanx. What's life without laughter? There's always been so much joy in our friendship.
Cheri...Seng...Darren...Adrian [mai]...Jenn...Shihui...Lia...Jenny ...Cher...Junx...Jo...Cow...you guys came into my life at various points and I'm glad you did. Stay ok?
Looking through that...it seems sucha mushy entry. Sorry peeps I carn help it...its melancholy i guess.
Cadenza
It was pretty good. Although I think their sec1s are REALLY sec cases. It was way amusing when they brought out the platform the conductor had to stand on in the middle of the performance and then they didn't know how to put it down!!! And I just knew that they would slam it down...guess what they did. And guess what...I went "POM" as well when it went down..only I din realise how loud it was. -.- Freak lorh...stupid friends started laughing >.<
Met Christine and Vania for dinner before going to Victoria Hall together.Christine yau was I dunno how late??? And poor me thought I was gonna be late but I act arrived on the dot. Vania wasn't much betta -.- She came only abt 5 mins earlier than christine....who was HALF AN HOUR late. I feel like boxing their faces.>.<
Ate at Raffles City "The Soup Spoon". Haix...its a great place..but it reminds me of stuff, pleasant and unpleasant. Oh n Vania wanted 2 buy flowers for her friend...but we were already on the UP escalator..so we ran DOWN the UP escalator. And we saw RI guys buying flowers there. Now tell me...why would RI guys be buying flowers? I dun suppose they're buying them to give to one another -_-
So we took mrt one stop down to Raffles Place and guess who we met. Lol. Saw Serene and Zhern Ling. Serene arh...last year I always had the impression that she was very tom...Zhern Ling also. Oh man. I nearly died sia...saw them dress until so lady-like. Skirts and spags and stuff...But they looked pretty good not awkward like some ppl wld. So -shrugs-...
Christine and I talked alot during the concert. -Hanx dun worry we were listening too =)- It was really catch-up time for us..its been ages since we've had a really gd chat and its sad when friends dun get 2 do tt. Then we met someone...and smth interesting happened. But it wasn't obv. And I started to suspect stuff. After all a woman's intuition is nv wrong =P, and I proved right again.
At the interval we went to find Hanx, and gave her this HUUUGE bouquet of flowers. I think she loves us very much now. Hahahahaha.
The Alumni played Phantom of the Opera...it was damn good. Ahhh...I love the Phantom of the Opera. Wish I watched it tho...haix. And the band played anamaniax! Is there how you even spell it?? Oh well.hahahahaha. So cute!
After that my parents came -_- so I had to go off..cldn't talk some more or stuff...
Poise and Confidence [groan]
Had our poise and confidence module for aesthetics today and 2day's lesson was on make-up as well as learning how to dress [DUN ASK ME WHY..i figure i know how 2 dress...]. This woman from shiseido came to do the talk and she and her assistant were dressed in black from head to toe. Black glasses. Black scarf. Black dress. Black belt. Black shoes. and EVEN BLACK STOCKINGS. It was really..weird. Well anw..she talked about skincare and stuff and it was..not VERY interesting but it was not VERY boring either. And the first question she asked was "Who do you all want to see make-up on?"
Guess who they picked [-_-]. If you still haven't guessed it by now you're hopelessly slow. Lulu Bel and Siok shouted "Carol!!" and all I could do was go "Wha???" POOF. so irritating. After her talk she got her assistant to do the makeover on me, and its ok..except that she chose a foundation that was too light?? I'm so super tanned I dunno how she carn figure that out. Or mayb they juz dun have a foundation dark enuff [-_-]. OH..and the woman kept nearly jabbing my eye with the eyeliner!!! Cuz you have to go really close to your lashes to apply it, so she placed it right at the edge of my eye and I kept wanting to blink. POOF.
After she was done I went back to my seat...STILL heavily made-up and BEL AND SIOK REFUSED TO LET ME GO TO THE TOILET TO CLEAN IT OFF!!! Bel stole my wipes...[-.-"].
I think the shiseido people have technique with makeup...they made me look really...different. BUT...My eyeliner was FREAKING pink AND shiny.DOTS.OH..and the mascara made my eyelashes feel really heavy and thick. It felt like that were globs of stuff hanging on my eyelashes...[=S]
I think I would rather do my own make-up in the future thank you very much. And I dun think I wld slather the stuff all over the way they did either.
About Time...
I'm pleased...I finally got my 2nd set of ear holes yesterday. I've been talkin about getting it for almost 2 years [since sec1], but I kept putting it off because 1. my parents didn't approve at first and I needed time to persuade them 2. i'm not allowed to wear earrings during netball, and so i'll have 2 take them out while they might still close during tournament. In the end, I jus decided "What the heck..I'll juz go n get it done once and for all, or I'll never get it done at all."
I got it done at "bits and pieces", and so far it seems good...no pussing no swelling..and swelling only slightly when im very clumsily hit it or catch it with my towel [-_-].
I was getting rather freaked out as I stepped into the shop, cause I've forgotten how painful it is.I guess I kinda overestimated the pain...but it was still pretty painful. It felt like a staple going through my ear, only it was worst cause its with more force, and the earring is actually permanently stuck in your ear until it heals.
When the earring when through I fliched slightly and mouthed "owowowowowo" to Siok...LOL. Bet she found it very amusing -throws Siok a hateful look-
I hate it when people stare at you on the bus. Why do people do it??? Ok...I can understand when the person's doing smth really weird like snorting and laughing and PDA is going on and stuff..but still. I doubt I do smth weird so often [dun suan me -_-]. I get onto the bus and immediately I feel so awkward. Geez. That's why I always like it when theres some1 with me during the trip so that I'm distracted and can relax. If not, I'll juz drop off to sleep and I'll be oblivious to everything around me...=) Perfect solution really. LOL.
GEP 20th Anniversay
I don't know why it was such a big deal...but it was pretty interesting I guess, even if some parts weren't exactly what you would call enjoyable. I think I would rather label these incidents as...awkward.
Got to the funny temple late...it was behind next to Paragon behind Crown Prince or something. But even then, I still had to wait a long time to collect my can because they didn't even have a table for RGS!!! How gong can they get??
Bel and Wen E were going to meet markie-boiboi later so Siok and I decided that we dun wanna c markie-boiboi cuz...well...JUZ CAUSE.We each have our reasons, and I think we each dun want you all to know it.
So Siok and I went off to Lucky Plaza to kope all the people there and we kept chasing off people who tried to kope our "customers". Then siok said she needed to pass smth 2 belbel but then they were already with markie-boiboi!!!!
When we got to wisma macs, Siok and I stood out of sight of them and got bel to come out. Then bel kept trying to get us to go in and eat with them...but we were adament..but in the end we did go in to eat BUT not with them...in fact it was at a table that was out of sight to them!!!LOL...
Think I shall continue later or 2mr or never...I'm gonna play gb...[NO IM NOT ADDICTED]
Funfair on Sat [yes i know..its late]
Sat was damn fun...altho Bel and Siok had some pretty bad experiences.
After house prac, bel siok and I went to the pri sch gep funfair to chill out n meet up with the ex hpps gang [Darren, Dick, Shivana and us 3 minus cheryl hu's in nz]. Before that, we went to Tanglin Mall Macs to have breakfast and it was hilarious. I'm so sorry to be laughin at Dick...but HONESTLY... dick = gullible. I hope you get my hint. Let me explain. Dick came just as we finished out meal and caught us playing with our food [sheepish grin]. He asked what the drink was and the conversation went something like this
"Coffee?"
"No"
"Tea?"
"No"
A lil desperate now "Sprite??"
"No"
"What isit???"
"Ovaltine" [Mcdonalds?? Ovaltine?? You think???]
Then I decided that it was time to have a lil more fun so I told him that I wanted a cup of ovaltine and made him buy me a cup. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH...
"Can I please have a cup of ovaltine?"
"No..we dun..."
Both stare at each other weirdly for 2 seconds
[blushing] "Nvm"
The funfair was kinda gross...in the physical sense. The field was all muddy and stuff and after walking about and muddying our shoes for a few seconds we gave up and took them off. So we were squishin around in the mud with our toes covered in dirt. Fun eh?
we went on this...air slide thingy that's prob only meant for kids...below 12. keyword=prob. You see...we didn't care. So we were jumping up and down on it...and went bumping and jumpin all the way down the slide. It was superdeduper fun...but my butt hurt madly after tt. [DON'T COMMENT] And we went not once but twice. So we paid 6 bucks to bounce and slide on that hot air thingy that burnt our feet and butts but I guess it was...fun [sheepish grin]
OH...then we went on the viking [make that MINI viking] and screamed out heads off to annoy the guys. It was damn funny to see their exasperated expressions cuz we were screaming into their ears and prob deafening them. We sat at the ends and made this HUUGE noise [mostly screaming mind you] and made everyone stare at us. I think the viking "owner" likes us =D. OH n we sat on that not once but TWICE as well. Imagine the guys' horror. lol
We had lunch there as well..and the guys [mainly shivana] kept treatin us to drinks like ice lemon tea and stuff...so nice =). Darren came after lunch...which was pretty late considering that we were supposed 2 meet him 1.5 hours ago...lol.
The pudding that HPPS was selling was absolutely smashing. Its so soft, wobbly and cold and simply sides down ur throat. Heaven to the parched throat on a hot dry day. And we went to Mrs Idil's booth and threw balls at the nose of the clown altho we were supposed 2 put it through the missing teeth. lol.
Then we discovered that Siok's WHOLE bag was missing and she was quite upset about it. Whoever you are who took the bag, you're a freaking a** for making Siok mad...
It was a wild wild day of screaming and fun and "returning back" to our pri sch days...kinda miss the old days.
4get it shan't bother 2 blog about Alice...was too long ago...but I muz announce that I caught Che hao unaware and slapped him for throwing paper balls at us! hahahahahaha...rmb bel n siok? ;D
Alice?
Something ALWAYS seems to happen when I blog...and Im not kidding. Pitas went down while I was writing my entry...and so when i submitted it, the entry disappeared into thin air...poof. I was soooo irritated I swore I wouldn't blog anymore, but as usual...I want you all to know about the stuff!!
Will blog more soon...can't be bothered right now
Valentine's Day
AH...IM SO PISSED...I WROTE THIS WHOLE NICE FANTASTIC long BOMBASTIC ENTRY. AND THEN I CLICKED THE STUPID BANNER BELOW ACCIDENTALLY AND NOW IT'S GONE.
I dun care...I'm not writing about it again...freak freak freak!!! Too bad ppl u guys juz miss out. Ah but I want u guys to read it!!!! SHIT SHIT SHIT. oh fine I'll write it again
2day wasn't very much of a v-day for me. Even if wanted to accept dates I wouldn't have time to actually go. Had house prac in the morning...had to go to HCJC to collect sneakers shoes [more later] and back to school for trng in the afternoon. Where does that leave me with ANY time?? Did I hear someone mutter 'NIGHT'? Well I can't. Cuz normally my mom's a stickler about letting me head out at night. So imagine what would happen if I came home from training dressed up to nines [sweat and trendy clothes dun exactly go dun u think?] ON VALENTINE'S DAY, when I'm supposed to be out with the netballers for dinner. Lol...
Got to school at 730 this morning. It's alarming. I was supposed to reach at 8, but no...I reached at 730 - an annoyingly uneartly hour. Siok finally got here at 8 but and after we marked our attendance we hopped off to the library with the GOOD intention of getting some hw done, BUT there were movies. And movies were DEFINITELY more tempting. But ALL the movies we wanted to watch were unavailable...I think the librarians got pretty annoyed by us cuz we kept going up 2 them to get a movie only 4 them 2 find it was MIA [missing-in-action]. So we ended up watching Joy Luck Club which was pretty good in itself actually.
After that Siok and I went for lunch [or rather brunch, seeing as it was 1030] before walking around wisma for awhile. We saw this REALLY REALLY REALLY fantastic Billabong shirt. It's navy blue [think dark] with "billabong", n smth else but smaller, scrawled in powder blue across the front. Ok...mayb it doesn't sound that nice now but you'll fall in love with it when you see it. It's kinda simple but stylish in a sporty kinda way. Only prob was there was only size L left...and we needed M. So we're bent on looking for this illusive size m shirt...
We hopped onto a bus to HCJC and met Amelia and Amanda going there as well. The shoe's kinda cool. It's light grey with bright orange highlights in appropriate places. It's kinda classy and its SUPERDUPER comfy. I kinda like it...
B4 trng, MN gave us a huge lecture on our response towards the change in coach. I fell asleep FOUR times. Yes...you got that right...FOUR times. Her voice was just droning on and on, the weather was tragically warm, I had just had lunch...and was feeling lethargic and sleepy. Can you blame me for falling asleep FOUR times?? No...I believe not. I kept shaking myself awake but nothing would work so I juz kept falling into dreamless naps with either my head on my arms or supporting my head while covering my eyes from her sight. Pity I couldn't have slept longer...trng started...
After trng, went for dinner with Rach and Shihui...was quite fun actually. Lia was with us at first but we left her at BK cuz she had other plans already. We were browsing through each other's phones, laughing and teasing each other about guys. Pardon me, but I believe its the v-day atmosphere. Couples everywhere with each turn. Shihui said we were really xtra going around as a trio. Lol...mayb ppl thought we weren't straight -suggestive look-
Got home at 9. Luckily my parents didn't get on my case about it...I was fully expecting it but it just didn't come. When I msged home asking if I could have dinner out, my mum juz agreed w/o any fuss which totally shocked me cuz usually she orders me to come straight home. Rach read my msg and she was like "Woah...carol you're mom's so cool!" cuz it went smth like "yeah, juz dun yak so much and come home asap" bla bla.
Found out lots of stuff today...you could knock me over with a feather. I couldn't think straight for a moment...that's how WOAH it was. Some of you who read my blog would be really interested in one thing...but I dunno if I should tell..its not very nice issit? But one thing's for sure, I'll definitely NOT publish it here...
I got many many kisses on Friday -winks- Fine...Hershey's chocolate kisses -dejected look-. Oh who am I kidding...I was squealing with delight when I got this whole big bag of Hershey's cookies and cream chocolate kisses, cuz I juz absolutely adore chocolate...
Ok...gonna hit the sack now. I can barely open my eyes any longer...eyelids are practically glued shut. Nites**
Dickeddy...u din update me on ur new link...what issit? Anw who's "..." and wad is he/she talkin about? I'm lost...lol.
Tag-board was down so I decided to post my replies instead. Hahah...I suppose that could be good cause then I would start to blog. Hey at least I'm updating a little more now ok! Dun complain...
Been rather down lately...alot of things have happened. I'm not just talkin about one thing...but its just the weight of everything combined. oh well..heck about that. What a depressing topic.
I'm so miffed. I really wanna go watch Youniverse on Sat instead of Fri. WHY WHY WHY..oh why did the tickets have 2 go out of stock so fast...why did we submit our orders so late...EVERYONE is going on sat...POOOOOOOOO
Bites are slowly healing..thank god. It's taken ages. I've been meaning to wear my skirt [firz 4 cny...den 4 youniverse] but seeing as my bites haven't healed...=( you get the idea. Haix..haven't worn my new skirt yet. So sad.
OH...but I got new boots!! On mon. Went shopping with Siok. Bel was SUPPOSED 2 come...but she couldnt' finish her hw...BELLA NO SUCH NONSENSE NEXT TIME. I love them...perfect height...not high enough that they kill my feet with one step [like my stupid sandals, dunno what possesed me 2 buy them], but high enough that I have additional height =)
Oh yes, anw about the shopping trip. Siok and I went to OG but it was having a clearance sale. And the boots and pullover that we wanted were no longer there!!! So we were like SHIT SHIT SHIT...so in the end we had to walk over to the new OG at Orchard Point. I managed to find my boots and they were at a discount! Oh yes, anw Siok couldn't get her converse pullover there! Turned out it was sold out at that branch. So the saleslady called up Bugis OG, and reserved one for her there. She was so nice actually, she wanted to check with Taka but her supervisor was there so she couldn't cus it wasn't OG. In then end Siok and I walked back to Taka to see if the converse there had it...but it didn't. So...we went to Bugis. And after she got her pullover, we had a field-day looking at jeans. There were some nice ones, but as Siok says "people look at the design, you look at the waistbsnd". Yeah I was being fussy [so were YOU siok!]. Unfortunately, we ran out of time so we couldn't get jeans =(. BUT...we're definitely going shopping for jeans on our next shopping trip..n bel u better turn up then...[menacing look]
Ok...blogged enuff 4 tonight..I feel sleepy. Nitez**
Thursday
It was sooo funny during SS...CC was talkin about sterotypes and stuff like that. So he asked to us to tell him either "girl" or "guy" for every word that he mentions. So he said "flowers". And unthinkingly, I just blurted out the word "gay". Honestly, I didn't mean to. There was totally silence for a whole moment before the whole class started roaring with laughter. And after it registered in my mind what I had said, I just couldn't stop laughing. Then, he started telling us about how he would always take away some souvenir from the interesting places in the world like Buckingham palace [he stole a coaster], this place in greece [where he stole a few mosaic tiles], the sand from krakatua in Indonesia...and some other places. He even got caught trying to take something from the pyramids in Egypt but he pretended that he was just looking at them. Lol...
Friday
Went to catch The Last Samurai with Jenn and Melissa after school. Oh my gosh..they r so embarrassing. I swear I'll never go out with the two of them when they're together again. They tried to embarrass me after we came out of the lift by saying "Carol! We came out of the spaceship already!" Aiyomar...I've never gone out with people so childish. They are REALLY two of a kind. Geez...but then again found out alot of things about Jenn as well...hmm mayb it was worth it. During the movie Jenn kept staring at me, if I didnt know better I would have thought she LIKED me...get what I mean? Then she kept purposely overflowing my hands with popcorn cuz melissa had the cup of it so she kept passing some over to me and spilling them all over my skirt. She wanted to stuff some down my shirt, but b4 she could do it I stuffed a few down her neck. So she retaliated by throwing it at me. Only my reflexes too fast, I caught it between my cheek n shoulder. cRuNch~ u get the idea. If I have a pimple outbreak its gonna be her fault...
Saturday Rather uneventful. Was supposed to go to Darrell's party but mom was being well...mean. She wouldn't let me go and all that rubbish. Heck lar...I dun wanna talk about it
I couldn't get tickets for Sat Night Youniverse!!! Argh...we submitted the orders too late I think. Haix...going for the friday one...wad to do...
Okok...I'm back...for now at least. Who's knows...perhaps I'll be gone for another decade before I return once again. Oh well...anw!
OBS was SUPERDUPER cool...the only blemish on an otherwise flawless cheek, was that our instructor didn't really like us? It was kinda sad I guess and perhaps my watch deserved it...but HEY...we did try...
Anw...I really really enjoyed the sea expedition..but it was rather tiring on the arms and do you know wad??? I HAVE BICEPS. I dunno whether to be happy or not...REALLY..I can't decide if its ugly or not!!!
I got back on Friday...but it was only on Tues night that my bites really got bad...I couldn't sleep much the whole night cause it was so horribly itchy...its terrible. Trust me. Anw...I went to the doctor on Wed and it turned out that not all of them are bites...its juz that the toxin from the sandfly bites [yes that's wad they r...if u dun already noe u're kinda slow] spread. So if you only have 8 or 9 bites...u come up with smth like 30 +. That's why I freaked out cause I din remember having so many bites in the first place!
So CNY...happy CNY everyone [whether u celebrate it or not]...I've been visiting...and so far its been pretty boring. Except for my cute baby cousin...his name's Adon...he's so sweet!! He'll stretch out his arms and come running to me and want me 2 hug or carry him...the sight can make even a heart of stone melt. And when he hugs you..its a real hug...like tightly, lovingly and innocently...not the kind of superficial hugs you give as a teenager or as an adult...
Makes you wonder about the innocence of childhood doesn't it?
Ah well gotta go do my commonwealth essay...so much 4 CNY hols...tata!
The evil queen returns to conquer the world...and true to her word. She's back.
Alright alright, stop throwing eggs and rotten vegetables at me. But yes, that's right I'm back to blog...did u guys miss me? -innocent look-
Btw, MERRY CHRISTMAS people! I've had a pretty dull christmas this year. My family had a good dinner last night..it was absolutely delicious...my mum's an awesome cook man! Then doremi decided it was time to present us with a show...a dance routine...and they even got smart this year and used the balcony so they can have curtains to open and close! =D I was most amused...
Then doremi couldn't wait til 2day to open presents...so guess what? We opened all our presents yesterday. It's really ridiculous but it was fun opening all the presents. Hahahah...
After the festivities of the night...I decided to clear my table up and I ended up looking through all my photos and feeling nostalgic. I miss primary sch alot...and the people there and the good times we had 2gether. And I arranged all my photos in chronological and u can sorta see me growing up in the pics. Like how my face changes...and the people arnd me change 2. The friends I've had...the friends I have...my cousins...my family. It's kinda bittersweet.
Then cause my sister made a bracelet for me...only [sorry dearie] it wasn't very nice. But its the thought tt counts tho and its so sweet. But i really liked the shell tt she put on it...so she agreed to let me cut the bracelet and use it to make a choker. And that's what I was doing until around 2am.
Oh yes speakin of chokers...I really really love making stuff...as in juz using my hands to create something [juz not cooking please], like crafts...jewellery...little bags or smth. Hahahah. Dun ask me why. It's juz absorbing and fun to do...and its awesome to see smth beautiful made out of ur own hands. And I realised that I hadn't made jewellery in ages. There was one point when I really loved doing it and I kept making one every 2 or 3 days. Madness eh?
My cousins called from Australia to wish us Merry Christmas and I miss them so so so much!! I haven't seen them since I was 11. And that's a pretty long time for cousins. Hopefully they're coming back next year, or I'm flying down to visit them. We chatted for quite awhile...while they were splashing around in their pool at home. Talk about a relaxed life huh?
Ah well, I gotta run for now...its Christmas after all. Going out with family =D Tata peeps!
A couple of new quizzes are up...go check it out. I've got nothing much 2 blog about nowadays. Ok not nothing much but I juz dun wanna blog.
My life's nothing but netball and training nowadays...but I guess I dun mind so much. I dun really know how to explain it either. I dun mind the coach even though its so different from C Div. In a way I guess its cause I've known her style right from the start. But the team's changed so much now and sometimes the change is ugly...I'm not pinpointing anyone or anything but even if you choose to ignore it...its still pretty obvious.
Life's really boring nowadays..I sleep at 230 and wake up at 1130 cept if there's morning training. Otherwise I juz enjoy being a pig in bed. I need to start on my holiday homework but I've lost the Chinese assignment paper. Can some nice kind soul zap it for me? Or scan it and send it 2 me. Hahahahaha. I'm being a lazy pok here. Shall ask some1 personally one day.
You guys have to check this out...
Pathways to Peace
and this [which I got from Cheryl's blog] as well...
the Interview with God
Had trng 2day...fell down AGAIN. I've got huge scrapes on my elbow and knee. And theres this gigantic bruise on tt knee as well..its really like a pingpong ball now. My arm's slightly swollen where the scrape is 2. To top it ALL of I've got lil cuts everywhere else. FREAK.
Ah well...Never mind it'll heal I suppose. Too lazy 2 blog...mayb 2mr...
describe your:
1. wallet: Denim roxy with a white outline...
2. hairbrush: Wooden bodyshop one with metal teeth
3. toothbrush: Purple and white oral B
4. jewelry worn daily: Silver perlini earrings and an anklet
5. pillow cover: Blue
6. blanket: Light Blue
7. coffee cup: maroon with an amused protruding face
8. sunglasses: How about glasses? Black metal rimmed
9. underwear: I wear more than one set, thank you very much
10. cologne / perfume: Spirit of the moonflower from bodyshop which i bought 4 my mum...but like =) and deodorant? impulse
11. CD in stereo right now: Life for Rent by Dido
12. tattoos: Don't have one...wouldn't mind getting a small black one on my lower back...you know maybe at hip level...[winks at nat]
13. piercings: On my ears...and that's the ONLY place I want piercings!!!
14. what you are wearing now: Shorts and shirt
15. in my mouth: saliva? teeth? tongue? food particles...want me to go on?
16. in my head: "This quiz is taking ages..."
17. wishing: That I'm not so broke...
18. after this: Have dinner and watch Holland V...
19. fetishes: Bags. White tops. Sushi
20. if you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what: I'm not THAT violent
21. person you wish you could see right now: No1 in particular
22. is next to you: I'm kinda alone...
23. some of your favorite movies: A Walk to Remember. Charlie's Angels, Pirates, LOTR, Pearl Harbor.
24. something you're looking forward to: Class chalet. Netball camp. A couple of slpovers with close friends
25. the last thing you ate: Grapes
26. something that you are deathly afraid of: Nothing much really...mayb creepy crawlies
27. do you like candles: Yeah..they're kinda pretty
28. do you like incense: -chokes-
29. do you like the taste of blood: It's kinda...sour...
30. do you believe in love: Yes...I'm a lil of a romantic...
31. do you believe in soul mates: Yeah
32. do you believe in love at first sight: No...it takes more than that
33. can you eat with chopsticks: Yes...I learnt when my mum said this girl at another table was so clever at using them...and I got jealous, when I was 4 ;P
34. what are some of your favorite candies: Wether's Originals...Cadburry elcairs...m&ms
35. what's something that you wish people would understand: That every single person has his or her faults and virtues
First things first
[my name is]: carol
[in the morning i am]: sleepy...
[all i need is]: pple who love me and pple to love and care for...oh lets not 4get netball
[love is]: being able to let a person go even if it breaks your heart to pieces [cause I believe that's one of the hardest things to do]
[i'm afraid of]: being alone in pitch black darkness...finding one day that no1 in the world cares whether I live or die
[i dream about]: Playing netball for Singapore. Discovering something that would make a difference to the world. If you mean...literally dreaming...its 2 tedious
Favourites
[colour]: Silver. Black. White. Orange. Blue
[number]: 12
[subject]: Biology/Geography
[clothing brand]: Nike. Roxy. Reebok
[shoe brand]: Nike and Adidas
[sport to play]: Netball. Basketball. Squash. Rollerblading
[drink]: Lemonade...Lime juice...Apple juice
[animal]: Dolphins. Collies. Killer whales
[holiday]: Chinese New Year [cause of the ang baos] and Christmas
[favourite line from a movie]: ERPS...can't call anything to mind
[band]: No favourite...
Who..
[makes you laugh the most]: Nat and Ellen
[makes you smile]: Amelia, Bel and Siok
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: Like I'll tell you???
[has a crush on you]: It wld b too long 2 list ;D. J/K dun kill me. Same as the above...like I'll tell you???
[easiest to talk to]: Amelia. Bel. Cheryl. Ellen
do you ever..
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to i.m. you?]: No
[save aol/aim conversations]: Yes I used to when it comes to some1 special...no not anymore...unless you count auto chat logs
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: When I was an ickle kid..cause the guys seemed to have more fun
[cry because of someone saying something to you]: Yes of course...
have you ever..
[fallen for your best friend]: Sorry girls [u guys noe who u r]..but no ;D
[rejected someone]: Yeah...
[used someone]: Not to my knowledge...
[been cheated on]: Yes...once...
[done something you regret]: Something? Try alot. But I don't focus on it
who was the last person
[you talked to on the phone]: Good point..who was it?
[hugged]: Amelia
[you instant messaged]: Siok
[you laughed with]: Yvonne. Amelia. Jenna. Janell
do you / are you
[smoke cigarettes]: NO...I detest smokers...truly
[obsessive]: not really...
[could you live without the computer]: I can if I really have to
[how many peeps are on your buddylist]: 150
[what's your favorite food]: It's too hard to pick...maybe fried chicken wings...
[fruit]: Grapes. Durian. Mangoes. Pears. Longans
[drink alcohol]: YEAH Jenny we didn't get drunk!! I'm sure Ellen wouldn't have liked to join in if you wanted to play strip poker...
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: Yeah...its breath-taking
[what hurts the most]: Loving someone but having to let go
[trust others way too easily]: No way...
number..
[of times i have had my heart broken]: Never...I think. I would know if my heart broke right?
[of hearts u have broken]: How m I supposed to know??!!
[of continents I have lived in]: 1
[of drugs taken illegally]: Nah I'm a gd girl
[of tight friends]: A handful
[of cds that i own]: more than 20 the last time I counted, which was in P6
[of scars on my body]: TOO MANY TO COUNT...[curses netball...den regrets it immediately] =D
[of things in my past that I regret]: I have no idea...
pick one..
[marry perfect friend or perfect lover]: Doesn't bother me...I'll marry when I marry..the time will come..[and SHUT UP..yes I WANT to marry one day]
[cats or dogs]: Dogs
[1 or 2 pillows]: The more the merrier, which do you think?
[with or without ice cubes]: with!!!
[top or bottom]: what does this refer to?
[winter / spring / summer / fall]: Fall and summer
[night or day]: Don't make me choose
[gloves or mittens]: Gloves..but mitts are cute
[dressed or undressed]: Dressed...
[bunk or water bed]: Waterbed...COMFY
[mtv or vh1]: MTV
[ocean or pool]: Ocean...theres just smth enchanting about it...
[showers or baths]: baths!!! Loves bubble baths!!!
[love or lust]: Love...I don't lust
[silver or gold]: Platinum
[diamonds or pearls]: Diamonds
if you could..
[move anywhere]: A house by the sea...or at the foot of snowy mountains
[meet one famous person]: I'm not obsessive like Jenny!!!
[live with one person the rest of your life]: God
[name one thing you love]: Having the wind brush past my cheek gently, sweeping my hair back [Especially at the beach]. Sleeping peacefully and waking up knowing you have no worries or cares. Fire...I think its beautiful...honestly
[name one thing that embarrasses you]: I'll tell you over my dead body
lastly
[do you like school]: Pretty much...
[do you like to talk on the telephone]: DUH...I mean, yes of course...
[do you like to dance]: Yeah...dancing's groovy
[what's the hardest thing about growing up]: Losing your innocence...its something that you can never get back after you've lost itBecause I'm Worth It
Monday, November 10, 2003
06:10 p.m.
I've uploaded a few more pics under "Me myself and I" and "Friends" go check them out...and I'm still too lazy to blog.
I know I have to make my dedications and stuff...some people have been bugging me to boost their egos endlessly [looks pointedly at Ellen Kan]. Give me some time to get back into the blogging mood. I might do that IF you stop bugging me.
I'm kinda happy over Saturday's carnival it was fun and I think A cube [its actually A to the power of 3 but I've 4gotten how to make the sign] did pretty alrite. Climacool top the whole thing...congrats pple.
I've made some changes to the friend's page as well so check tt out, peeps...nothing much 2 say...juz that I hope Jenn [SEE YOU PIG...I'm so nice] is having a great time training and competing in China...good luck [even though I know you won't see this til you get back]!